I was feeling great about myself this morning for so many
reasons until I down loaded my progress pictures and saw myself. Granted I still have almost 40lbs to go and
these pictures were taken right after my workout this morning, but I still look
horrible. I don’t even know if I can
really see a difference besides in the face maybe, and the top of my belly. I know there is one though cause I now have a
pile of “Too big for me clothes” and it’s growing.
So this week I was down to 192.4!!! Yup, only 4.4lbs away from pre-pregnancy,
which is the lowest I’ve been since my miscarriage in January 2008!
This week has been full of crappy un-energized work outs. I did get up and do some sort of work out
every day this week *which is way better than last week’s lazy ass no workout
at all mornings*, but the calorie burns were no where near where they should
have been and this morning I realized it’s because my effort was no where near
where it should have been either. I
pushed myself this morning and burned almost 100 calories more than I normally
do with the TJ Cardio Party Mix 1! It
felt good and I felt good.
Right now I’m in a “I don’t have anything to wear” stage
because all the clothes that did fit me at this size got stretched out, my
other clothes are still a bit too tight. I have a love/hate relationship with the
outfits I’m putting together. One I love
that my clothes are too big, but I hate how they hang on me. Some make me look bigger than I am while
others just make me look like I’m homeless. My outfit was great this morning until I put
it on and the pants were probably 2 inches too big! Great feeling, but not good for getting out
the door on time!
So here you have it, my hot mess post workout pictures…