Ugh what is up with me? I can't get my ass out of bed. Yesterday Lillian woke up at 3. Yes 3 and stayed awake. She kept asking me to cuddle and when I tried to get up it was "where are you going?" so I stayed with her even though I didn't get any sleep.
Today I have no idea what happened. I had my alarm set for 3:30, but when I woke up and actually looked at the clock it was 4:50. Could I have really hit snooze that many times without realizing it?
I'm mad at myself and confused. How could I have been so proud of myself last Thursday and now not be motivated enough to get my ass out of bed. I want to see 179 so bad this week, but at this rate I'll be lucky to stay at 180!
I MUST get my ass outta bed tomorrow!!!
Today I have no idea what happened. I had my alarm set for 3:30, but when I woke up and actually looked at the clock it was 4:50. Could I have really hit snooze that many times without realizing it?
I'm mad at myself and confused. How could I have been so proud of myself last Thursday and now not be motivated enough to get my ass out of bed. I want to see 179 so bad this week, but at this rate I'll be lucky to stay at 180!
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